Veteran of four wars, four enlistments, four branches: Air Force, Army, Army Reserve, Army National Guard. I am both an AF (Air Force) veteran and as Veteran AF (As Fuck)
Wednesday, January 15, 2025
Bilingual Books and the Challenge of Lifelong Learning
Saturday, January 4, 2025
Tribe by Sebastian Junger -- The Ancient Roots of Many Problems of the Modern World
In October, I went a conference on Tribalism and Cosmopolitanism. The first and featured speaker was Sebastian Junger, author of seven books that, in part, describe the lives of modern tribes in America including soldiers, commercial fishermen, and others who risk their lives in their work. Junger said, "The real and ancient meaning of tribe is the community that you live in, that you share resources with, that you would risk your life to defend."
Friday, December 27, 2024
For the Sweep of History, Read New Books First
Sapiens by Yuval Noah Harari, charts the history of the species Sapiens including highs like civilization and medicine and lows like all the misery that ensued when we left hunter gatherer lives to settle down and become the servants of wheat. (Originally written in Hebrew, Sapiens was translated into English with the author working on it. Harari is multi-lingual and speaks and writes in English.)
Guns, Germs and Steel by Jared Diamond. He says geography is the reason western culture came to dominate the world in the past half millennium, along with as the title says, guns, germs and steel.
For the Christian Scripture, I suggest David Bentley Hart. Like Alter, his notes are brilliant. He is an Orthodox theologian who has pissed off most of Christendom with his opinions expressed in many books. He has even said Hell does not exist to make sure he has enmity from every direction. I read The Gospel of John and the letters of John in Greek recently. I used Hart's translation when I was stuck. Which happened a lot.
Tuesday, December 24, 2024
The Comfort Crisis: Embrace Discomfort to Reclaim Your Wild, Happy, Healthy Self by Michael Easter
In the hopeful world of self-help books the reader is drawn into the possibility of changing her life for the better. We could all be thinner, more organized, better read, faster, more calm, more mindful, less wasteful and any number of personal improvements.
Much of the advice is incremental--the steps toward the goal, not the leap. Michael Easter gives the reader the steps toward the leap. The central event of the book is a month-long trek with 80-pound packs through the wilderness of northern Alaska hunting caribou.
On the way he tells us how hunger, boredom, exhaustion, cold, dirt and other forms of discomfort will make our lives happier and better. The book is full of the latest research showing how discomfort makes us stronger, smarter, tougher and happier.
It is also very well written. And if you are the kind of person who exercises a lot, fasts, endures boredom and strives to live better, the book will challenge you to do something even more extreme.
I like this book for the obvious confirmation basis that I get from it. It also added walking with a heavy pack--rucking--to things I want to do more of.
I would love to hear how you strain toward self improvement.
I wrote two other posts responding to the book. They were on boredom and dirt.
Wednesday, December 18, 2024
"Blindness" by Jose Saramago--terrifying look at society falling apart
Blindness reached out and grabbed me from the first page. A very ordinary scene of cars waiting for a traffic introduces the horror to come. The car in the middle lane doesn't move when the light turns green. The driver is blind. I was surprised and then laughed asking myself, 'Why is a blind man in the driver's seat?'
He has gone suddenly blind. A weird white blindness. He cannot see anything except bright whiteness. Pedestrians and other drivers help him from the car. One drives the afflicted man home--then steals his car. His later retribution for his theft is horrible and final. We get the feeling of the terrible events to come from the first case of blindness.
Very soon the personal tragedy becomes a wider and wider apocalypse of white blindness. The first victim and many others are sent to an abandoned mental hospital. At that point, the story becomes The Lord of the Flies with adults. Adults can try to impose order and care for each other, but when that fails, adults can be far more horrible than the worst children. In addition to theft, beatings and murder, rape adds another dimension of terror.
The novel is gripping from first page to last. I really wanted to know what would happen to the central characters as they and the world descended further and further into chaos. In Blindness Jose Saramago shows us what life would be like with the whole world going blind. There's no water. No one cleans. Civilization breaks down. Tribes are all that is left.
In the military, one of the expressions used to indicate a soldier is in very deep trouble is, "You are in a world of shit." The world of Blindness really is a "world of shit." Confined blind people shit in hallways. Walking means stepping in shit. Released from confinement blind people wander the streets of the city, and the streets and buildings become latrines.
With everyone going blind no one can deliver food--or anything else. Saramago writes vividly about this world of terror and filth.
I will stop here. Endings should be experienced. If you read dystopian books, I could not recommend this book more highly.
My favorite dystopian novel is the post-nuclear-holocaust story A Canticle for Liebowitz. Blindness is just as brilliant, just as surprising, just as terrifying.
Blindness was one of the seventeen novels published by Saramago, a total of more than thirty books including poetry essays, diaries and children's books. He received the Nobel Prize for literature in 1998 for his work.
Tuesday, December 17, 2024
"Never Eat With Dirty Hands" Advice I Didn't Follow
In the 10th grade at Stoneham High School near Boston our biology teacher, Sonia Jones, told us "Never eat with dirty hands!" She explained all of the germs we were learning about would sicken and kill if we ate with dirty hands. She was six feet tall and had a regal way of speaking. Her advice was memorable.
That class was in the 1968-69 school year. Nine years later in the fall of 1977, my tank blew its engine in the early morning in the woods near the east-west border in Germany. My crew and I got down in a hull full of oil and readied the tank to get a new engine. Then we waited for the M88 tank recovery vehicle to show up with our new 1750 cubic-inch, twin turbo, V12 power plant.
We also had no food except our emergency rations. We had been in the woods for more than a month and had eaten most of the extra food we brought with us.
Several hours later the M88 showed up and we got a new engine. We were covered in grease and oil from the broken V12 diesel engine. Just before dark, the first sergeant showed up in a Jeep with the last remnants of breakfast in a Mermite can.
He had bacon and eggs and white bread. We all grabbed bread, scooped eggs and bacon onto one slice bread, made a sandwich with the other slice and started eating. I looked at the black fingerprints on my white bread slices and thought of our tall, stern biology teacher and how horrified she would be at our sandwiches.
I kept eating.
NB: I asked my classmates about the name of the biology teacher. I got five suggestions before Steve Burke identified her as Sonia Jones. We were sure of the ID because she had a unique way of sneezing: she sneezed ten times ina row with a sound like "wheeeeeeetz!" Thansk Stoneham High SchoolClass of 1971.
Sunday, December 15, 2024
International Neighborhood Near the Panama Canal
Less than a kilometer from my AirBnb is a short road that connects a residential area with the main bus route to the city. At one end is the massive 7-story Russian embassy. At the other end is a little Russian Orthodox Church which is currently closed for construction.
My wife and I walk by it several times a week after dinner. Last night we met a young couple walking down the hill toward the church with their young toddler. We were walking up. The family was Russian, part of the staff at the embassy.
Today I went to the convenience store closest to my house. The young woman who runs the store (while taking care of two small children) has been very pregnant recently. When I walked in the store her husband, who is usually stocking shelves, was holding a very young baby. Mom had just walked into the back room. A teenage girl was at the counter. I said "Felicidades! Dos dias?" He nodded and said yes, two days old.
A very international neighborhood.
Tuesday, December 10, 2024
Two Weeks of Fog Watch: There's No Boredom Like Army Boredom
In the spring of 1977, my tank unit, 1st Battalion, 70th Armor, went to Grafenwohr, West Germany, for annual gunnery training.
Tens of thousands of tanks fired their guns every year on the huge range at Grafenwohr. Wehrmacht tank crews trained there during World War II. NATO crews from many nations trained there during the Cold War.
The schedule of firing was full from January 2 until the end of the year. Tanks fire cannon and machine guns every day, year round, until German weather throws a wrench in the huge scheduling machine.
My crew and the rest of Bravo Company had zeroed our guns, fired on a stationary range and were ready for Table VIII--the annual test of individual crews firing at multiple targets while moving down range.
We rolled to the start area, loaded our ammo and waited.
And waited.
And waited.
For two weeks we ate breakfast, climbed aboard tank Bravo 1-3 and waited. Fog shrouded eastern Germany near the Czech border. We could fire in rain or snow, heat or cold, but not fog.
So we sat in the tank.
And sat.
We joked about being on Fog Watch.
We could not leave the tank--what if the fog suddenly cleared? We had to be ready.
The fog did not move.
I am reading a book called The Comfort Crisis which talks about the many virtues of boredom as well as cold, heat, hunger, exhaustion and other stresses in life. Day after day of thick fog gave me boredom at a level I have experienced few other times in life.
In the 20-man tent where we slept there was a green Bible. I thought it was some kind of Army Bible with its green cover.
But it was a Living Bible, and on Amazon right now, it is still sold in green. It was not a special Army Bible. I had never read the Bible cover to cover so I decided to relieve the days of boredom with reading the entire Bible--from Genesis to Revelation.
It turns out, the Living Bible is a translation by Kenneth Taylor in 1971. It is labeled a "paraphrase" rather than a translation and was supposed to be more readable. It gets a lot of criticism from people who prefer a more direct translation, but every translation of every book, not just the Bible, is an interpretation. Looking down at a paraphrase by people who can't read the original languages is sadly funny.
And no one could ever make the insane collection of rules and tent-making instructions in Torah readable in any paraphrase, translation or interpretation.
I plowed through it day after day. Twelve days and 1,184 pages later there was a new heaven and a new earth at the end of the book, but there was still fog at Grafenwohr. The day after that, the fog finally cleared. I stopped thinking about scallops as an abomination and the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse and got ready to fire.
Boredom, according to Michael Easter, author of The Comfort Crisis is a spark of creativity. Boredom can leave our minds open to creative thinking. Within a year after that boring two weeks, I left the tank company and worked as a writer on the base newspaper. Maybe boredom can lead to creativity.
Monday, December 2, 2024
Sunken Sailboat in a Beautiful Bay: Relaxed Life Near the Panama Canal
Above is bay I ride past along the Amador Causeway in Panama. It's peaceful and beautiful with many different small boats.
About halfway between the island at the end of the causeway and the city is this mast sticking out of the water maybe ten meters from the water's edge. I learned the boat has been there for more than two years. The harbormaster told the owner to anchor his boat in this place during a storm. The owner didn't like the spot but complied. The boat sank.
The owner refused to salvage the boat. the dispute is still on going.
The skyline is lovely here.
Monday, November 25, 2024
Russian Embassy in my Panama Canal Neighborhood
The day after I returned to Panama we moved to a different AirBnB closer to Panama City in the Albrook area. Less than a mile away on the road is the Russian Embassy. It's a seven-story yellow building which our host says has seven stories underground. Today I was riding in my Ukraine bike clothes, so I rode back and forth in front of the Russian Embassy then stopped to take some pictures and a selfie.
I'm sure they have plenty of security, but I saw no guards, guns, dogs or drones as I rode. Across the road is a stream that runs past where I live. Crocodiles live on the banks of the stream. Maybe part of the security team?
Down the hill from the embassy is a little Russian Orthodox Church.
I'll be riding this way a lot in the next six months.
Прибет Товариши!
(Hello Comrades!)
Tuesday, November 19, 2024
Back in Panama: Finding Better Roads Near the Panama Canal
Today is the seventh day since I arrived in Panama. After some very difficult rides back in August, I have found better roads and hope to find more.
Today I rode the Amador Causeway, a long straight smooth three-mile road that runs to an island in the Panama City harbor. The Panama City skyline is off to the east of the long roadway and bicycle path. A beautiful ride on a sunny day.
I'm meeting new neighbors also. A coati on the balcony.
An agouti who lives across the street.
Ships in the harbor beyond the causeway.
On Sunday I rode about a third of the way across the country to the town of Chililibre. Since I was last here, ten kilometers of the road between State Highways 4 and 9 were completely repaved. The rolling mostly uphill stretch of road two of very smooth pavement. Still no shoulder, but the traffic is not as bad on Sunday.I had a delightful 50km ride up to Chililibre and back down again.
It's better, but still a place where I am always alert.
Wednesday, November 13, 2024
Canvassing in the 21st Century
The losing political campaign is in the midst of a huge blame game. One of the critics of the campaign spoke with derision about all the people knocking on doors. "Who answers their door to talk to a stranger," he asked. He was right.
People asked me how many minds I changed. None. My mission was to remind Democrats to vote, not to change the minds of Republicans. In part, that's because I talked to so few people.
No one is outside in suburban neighborhoods. And 9 out of 10 people don't answer the door. As the election neared, the few people I talked to had already voted or had a plan to vote. The people I talked to who had not voted or planned to vote did not know who to vote for. Or did not plan to vote at all. For these registered democrats both candidates were the same. Or voting was worthless.
I wrote several posts about the experience of canvassing, but the most important to the election result was Empty Streets.
If anything was going to convince people to vote, it was certainly someone on social media. A canvasser is so 20th Century. Or maybe 19th.
Saturday, November 9, 2024
Peace is Easy to Break, Hard to Restore
If, on November 6, 2024, at 1 a.m Easter Standard Time Donald Trump had not won the election, our country would have been sliding toward civil war.
The best predictor of a successful coup d'etat is a failed coup attempt. If he had lost, Trump would have thrown the country into chaos. This time he would not make the mistakes he did the last time. He would be assured that the Republican-majority government in most of the swing states would sow enough doubt to throw the election into the House where, by the Constitutional rules, Trump has the advantage.
Instead we have peace. Trump won so he has no reason to lie about the results. More importantly, he is effectively endorsing the election system--because it elected him.
On the one hand, we will be governed by an old authoritarian wannabe on January 20, 2025.
On the other hand, we did not fall into civil strife that could easily have led to violence beyond the control of any government.
Once broken, peace is hard to restore, so I am glad we have peace.
I am also hopeful. Once Trump is gone--he is almost 80--his successor will not have flag-waving worshippers. His successor will be just another politician to be criticized, doubted, and attacked. The Trump phenomena will not be repeated by JD Vance or Trump Jr. or Tucker Carlson. Nobody will wave Tucker flags.
It may not be for long. But for now we have peace. I am thankful.
Monday, November 4, 2024
No Canvassers for Trump
Several times when I canvassed on weekends, I ran into other canvassers. They were always Democrats. Usually, I was canvassing for a Congressional or State candidate and the other canvasser was out for Harris-Walz. We made sure to avoid overlap so as not to knock on the same door twice in five minutes.
But I never ran into a Trump canvasser. In fact, I saw only one piece of Trump literature on a porch the whole time I canvassed. In some neighborhoods, I would see several pieces of literature left under a mat or near a door I was canvassing. The literature could be for Harris-Walz or other candidates, but it was there.
I listened to Holly Otterbein, a Pennsylvania political reporter talk about strife within the PA Republican Party over canvassing. She said the party traditional organized canvassing, but the national party had hired Elon Musk to control the canvassing and it was not getting done. That certainly agreed with what I saw. No literature. No canvassers.
If Harris-Walz win Pennsylvania that lack of canvassing may be a factor. I can only hope.
Who is the Antichrist? A 2,000-Year Fantasy Journey
When Trump held his Nazi-revival meeting at Madison Square Garden last week, one of the vile warm-up acts called Vice President Kamala Harris the Antichrist.
Unlike Trump and the majority of his followers I have actually read the Christian Scriptures--in the language they were written in. If you haven't you may not know that the Antichrist is mentioned just twice in the entire 27 books that comprise the Christian Scriptures. Both mentions are the letters the Apostle John sent to new Churches during his lifetime. In another letter (2 Thessalonians) there is a reference to a "man of lawlessness" and the "beast" of Revelation that are taken to be the Antichrist, but the references are ambiguous.
More importantly, the prefix anti in Greek has multiple meanings. In can mean against or in opposition it can also mean equality or correspondence as in antitype.
But if we take Antichrist as in opposition to Christ, the context of both letters is to men acting against the Church at the time the letters were written.
But for those besotted with prophecy, identifying the Antichrist has been a source of endless vain speculation for two millennia. Tim LaHaye and Jerry Jenkins wrote the bestselling Christian-market novel series in history in the 1990s turning a very bad interpretation of Bible prophecy into the Left Behind novels.
In the first of the seven novels the Antichrist is identified as the Secretary General of United Nations. Maybe the LaHaye and Jenkins had Kofi Annan in mind or Boutros Boutros Ghali. They did not get their supervillain from the actual citations in 1 John or 2 John. They were using the Beast of Revelation.
Novelists can and do "make shit up" but their readers took as "gospel" their wacky reading of Christian Scripture. If you wonder how Donald Trump became King Cyrus of Persia in the minds of prophecy obsessed Christians, the sales of Left Behind (upwards of 50 million copies) shows a very plausible path.
Neither Vice President Kamala Harris nor the Secretary General of the United Nations is anything like the actual references to the Antichrist in the letters of John. The best candidate for that office in modern America is the proud commandment breaker Donald Trump.
Saturday, November 2, 2024
Canvassing in Monoculture Neighborhoods
Multifamily homes I canvassed were multicultural. Every sort of American lives there.
But when I canvassed neighborhoods with single-family homes with two-car garages, the demographics were very different. As I mentioned in other posts I get the name, age and party affiliation of the voter. In multifamily homes I often had the names of both members of a couple, or even a couple plus an older parent or adult child.
But in single-family suburban homes, I often had just one name, almost always a women. And if someone answered the door, it was often a man of about the same age. Which means that man was not a Democrat. Assuming he was a voter, he was Republican or a Republican-leaning Independent.
I asked for the voter by name. She was "not available." I would say I was asking her to vote for the candidate. The guy said he would tell her, or say "We're not interested." Door shuts.
The age of the voter and the couple was often 40s to 50s. Kids were often hovering around the parent who answered the door. While the couples in these houses were mostly white, there was one interesting exception.
It was a neighborhood of single-family houses, all built since 2021 on two parallel streets named for Ivy League colleges. All of the families on the first street were South Asian. All of them. The voter lists had three or four generations of voters. On the porch were shoes of kids and adults.
I skipped three houses, which means they were probably Republicans--the entire family. But the shoes and the Hindu blessings on the doors said they were South Asian also.
On the second street it was mostly South Asian families plus a few Black and East Asian families.
Canvassing is fascinating just for the demographics.
Tuesday, October 29, 2024
Canvassing Shows Just How Multicultural South Central Pennsylvania Neighborhoods Are
In suburban York, Lancaster, Harrisburg and Philadelphia, I have canvassed in neighborhoods with multi-unit new homes like the one in the photo above. I did not want to take a picture where I canvassed. This is from Google.
The names in my canvassing app show just how many races and ethnicities live next to each other. Often these multi-unit dwellings have eight homes per building. In that building are White, Black and Hispanic families; east, west and south Asian families; and families from Africa and the Caribbean.
Since I only canvass homes with Democratic or Independent voters, I know which homes vote Republican because I walk past them. Many of these families are single party households--which is also interesting because of their age demographics. The residents of these neighborhoods are mostly in their late 20s to early 40s or past retirement age. The residents are either in their first home or a post-retirement down-sizing home.
A woman in her 30s I spoke to in suburban York county told me she and her husband were voting in person and would be voting a straight democratic ticket. She said the rules of the development don't allow yard signs which is why she did not have a Harris sign out front. She thought it was for the best, because she didn't want to see Trump signs. When there are signs, they are often in opposition to neighbors as I noted here.
As I wrote earlier, these neighborhoods are very quiet--much more quiet that my own neighborhood. Which means there is no overt politic strife. In rural and Urban Pennsylvania, there are certainly areas that are more monocultural, but in the multi-unit housing suburban neighborhoods I have been walking in, America is very multi-cultural.
The more upscale, large single-family houses are different. I'll write about them next.
Monday, October 28, 2024
Hannah Arendt Center Conference 2024: Tribalism and Cosmopolitanism, 1st Morning
Hannah Arendt Center Founder and Academic Director Roger Berkowitz introduced the topic of the conference. He began with his own tribal connections: his family, his Jewish faith, and other close-knit groups. As a cosmopolitan he has "passport stamps from many countries" where he has friends and family and colleagues in addition to writing books and articles and being part of intellectual communities: a cosmopolitan with many tribes.
He then talked about the conflict between those committed to a cosmopolitan view of the world and those who see humans through a tribal lens. I would try to summarize, but the opening speech of the conference is the latest episode of the Reading Hannah Arendt podcast so anyone so inclined can listen to the Roger's opening remarks.
The first speaker was Sebastian Junger, like Berkowitz, embodies the title of the conference.
As a cosmopolitan, he has written seven books, earning #1 on the New York Times Bestseller list, and numerous articles earning a National Magazine Award and a Peabody Award and a Peabody Award. His documentary film Restrepo (with co-director Tim Hetherington) won a Grand Jury Prize at Sundance and was nominated for an Academy Award.
But the central subject of his writing is tribalism. His book Tribe explores the lure of tribalism and its place in modern life. Junger said the definition of a tribe is "What happens to you happens to me." The willingness to die for fellow tribe member is another mark of a tribe.
War and the film Restrepo show the life of an Army company defending the most exposed outpost in the Korengal Valley of Afghanistan. Soldiers form a tribe. In Restrepo one of the soldiers says that guys who hate each other's guts would risk their lives for each other.
I saw Restrepo just after returning from a year's deployment to Iraq in 2010. I have not seen a better or more candid documentary of war, any war, than Restrepo.
Just after the conference I read Junger's book The Perfect Storm the story of the commercial fishing boat Andrea Gail lost with all hands in a terrible storm in 1991. Junger describes the tribe of the people who fish for a living and the dangers they face. We also see the rescue services of the Coast Guard and the Air National Guard saving the lives of doomed boats in the terrible storm. We also learn about the rescuers lost and terribly injured during the rescues. The end of the book follows those dealing with the loss of loved ones in that terrible storm. War and disaster always have this long tail of family and communal suffering. Junger shows us the many struggles of thos left behind.
I will have to leave the rest of the conference for another post. This post is already very long and long after the event.
Wednesday, October 23, 2024
The Perfect Storm by Sebastian Junger: The story of a terrible storm and tragedy at sea.
The Perfect Storm: A True Story of Men Against the Sea by Sebastian Junger is a real page-turner story about a Gloucester-based fishing boat, the Andrea Gail, that disappeared in a historic storm in late October in 1991. There were no survivors. There was no wreckage except a few fuel drums found on the sea long after the Andrea Gail disappeared.
Junger tells the story of the disaster from the recollections of the crew members of ships that survived the storm, from viewpoint the survivors of an ill-fated rescue attempt of another boat in the same storm, and from the perspective of the families of the survivors.
The book opens introducing the members of the crew of the Andrea Gail and their families and friends. Junger shows us the life of a fisherman. Swordfish boats like the Andrea Gail could make a lot of money for their crews and money was the reason most of the men took the risk of fishing.
We learn how dangerous fishing for swordfish can be. The line used to catch the fish goes out with thousands of hooks, baited just before they enter the water. These hooks can snag and drag a fisherman right off the boat and into the sea when the line run over the side, and is equally dangerous when the line is pulled back on board--with or without many big, angry swordfish on the line.
Junger explains the physics of flipping and sinking a boat in a storm. He also explains how differences in the placement of pilot house and other factors could affect the way the ship weathers storms. In addition to the physics of boats, we learn about the formation of waves and the storms that toss the waves higher and higher.
As the Perfect Storm develops in the area where the Andrea Gail is lost, Junger shows how search and rescue works along the US and Canadian coasts. The US Guard works with Air National Guard and Navy units to rescue crew members of boats in distress. I learned a lot about how the services coordinate their different capabilities depending on the distance and scale of the disaster. The US and Canada coordinate with each other in the disasters that involve the international waters of both countries.
In the aftermath of the storm, the families grieve and struggle with the loss of the crew of the Andrea Gail as well as the Air Force pararescue swimmer lost when a rescue helicopter went down.
Although I've never been out to sea further than a fishing boat near Boston harbor, I am fascinated with sailing ships. I've read all of Patrick O'Brian's Master and Commander novels and Ian Toll's histories of the war in the Pacific theater of World War II. The Perfect Storm gave me a new perspective on just how dangerous life on the sea can be, even without the ships involved firing cannons at each other.
For anyone interested in the life of the crews of fishing boats, or of fishing towns like Gloucester, Mass., or the physics of waves, ships and the weather, this book has excellent explanations wrapped in a compelling story.
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In 2012 Victoria Hislop of The Independent (UK) began her review of the book with the same enthusiasm I felt:
I learned two things while I was reading this book. First, that true stories can be more exciting and extraordinary than fictional ones. And second, that the best books are the ones where you are glued to your seat. This is how it was with The Perfect Storm.
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A passage on drowning that made my own terror of death in the water vivid, while explaining precisely how our bodies react as death approaches:
"The instinct not to breathe underwater is so strong that it overcomes the agony of running out of air. No matter how desperate the drowning person is, he doesn't inhale until he's on the verge of losing consciousness. At that point there's so much carbon dioxide in the blood, and so little oxygen, that chemical sensors in the brain trigger an involuntary breath whether he's underwater or not. That is called the "break point"; laboratory experiments have shown the break point to come after eighty-seven seconds. It's a sort of neurological optimism, as if the body were saying, Holding our breath is killing us, and breathing in might not kill us, so we might as well breathe in...Until the break point, a drowning person is said to be undergoing "voluntary apnea," choosing not to breathe. Lack of oxygen to the brain causes a sensation of darkness closing in from all sides, as in a camera aperture stopping down. The panic of a drowning person is mixed with an odd incredulity that this is actually happening. Having never done it before, the body--and the mind--do not know how to die gracefully. The process is filled with desperation and awkwardness. 'So this is drowning,' a drowning person might think. 'So this is how my life finally ends.'"
Tuesday, October 22, 2024
Veterans for Trump: The Death of Honor
Canvassing in York County today I said hello to a veteran wearing a cap with Vietnam service and campaign ribbons. Since my canvassing list was only democrats, I assumed he was a Republican. I said hello because we were the only two people outside for as far as I could see on the very straight street.
We talked civilly for a few minutes. He told me he enlisted in the Army reserve in 1970, served six years in the United States and left the military. "I should've stayed," he said. I told him I enlisted in 1972 and served until 1985, getting out and re-enlisting twice, then re-enlisted once more in 2007 and went to Iraq.
I told him I never got closer to Vietnam than Utah during the war. He made clear he was a Vietnam-era veteran.
Shortly after he asked if I lived in the neighborhood. I said no. I live in Lancaster and was canvassing for Janelle Stelson for Congress. He said, "Don't try to tell me to vote for a democrat! I'll never vote for a democrat."
I told him I was only going to democrats and just said hello because we were both veterans. He then went from smoldering anger (I assume a usual state given his demeanor.) to lecture mode. "Stelson doesn't live here. Perry does. I'm voting for Perry. And Harris let in all those migrants. The country is overrun."
I waved and wished him a nice day. "We won't have a country if Harris wins. Too woke!" he said to my back.
When I told another veteran about the encounter he knew right away what was wrong. Both of us served during the Vietnam War but not in the war. We are careful to say that. The grumpy veteran's hat said something very different. It says Vietnam service. Of course, inflating one's service record is as common as fisherman talking about "the one that got away." When I was first in the military, lying was stunning.
For me, another effect of Trump was to make draft dodging and this sort of mendacity normal. Fifty years ago, that veteran would have been ashamed to claim war service. Honor would have prevented him.
Dishonor is the default when a bragging coward like Trump is the head of a party.
In 2016 I saw draft dodgers become defiant now that they had a coward who bragged about draft dodging as their leader.
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