I just finished Purgatorio, the second book of Dante Alighieri's Divine Comedy. Next week I will be having lunch with Brian Pauli who was part of the Dead Poet's Society book group at Camp Adder in Iraq. Re-reading Dante in Iraq gave me new insight into this beautiful epic poem because I read it with younger soldiers.
Easily the biggest surprise I had was when most of the soldiers in the group got angry at Dante because of Virgil. At the end of Purgatorio, just before Dante crosses Lethe and begins his ascent into Heaven, Virgil gets sent back to Hell. Virgil, with other great and good pagans, gets to stay in Limbo, the penthouse of Hell. Limbo has none of the torments of Hell proper, but it is Hell and has the greatest torment of separation forever from God.
The first time I read Dante, I remember feeling sad about Virgil, but the poet creates his own world so I accepted Virgil's condemnation.
But in human terms, the injustice is glaring. Virgil was only in Hell because his birth pre-dated Christ. This is consistent with the theology of the Catholic Church, but strikes modern readers as eternally cruel. I can't remember which soldier said, but one said, "Virgil got screwed!"
I was surprised at the time, but have since come to agree with the group. I will push on through the very Roman version of Heaven in Paradiso, but believing that the Virgil was, in reality, dealt with more justly than by Dante.
Veteran of four wars, four enlistments, four branches: Air Force, Army, Army Reserve, Army National Guard. I am both an AF (Air Force) veteran and as Veteran AF (As Fuck)
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
Friday, July 11, 2014
US News and World Report Article on Mid-Life Crisis Includes My Enlistment
This was posted today on US News and World Report on line. Looks like I am one of the examples of how not to have a mid-life crisis.
Monday, July 7, 2014
Saturday, June 28, 2014
The History of Rome
For the past several weeks I have been listening to podcast called "The History of Rome."
So far I have listened to more than 60 of 200 twenty-minute episodes. The podcast takes the listener from the Fall of Troy to the Fall of the Empire. The next episode I listen to will be Claudius as emperor.
The narrator has a voice made for history, interesting but not given to great excitement. I listen every chance I get. And I am sure I will listen to his new one "Revolutions" when I have gone all the way through The history of Rome.
As many of you know, I am nearing the end of my Army career and am officially working part time at my job beginning this coming week. I have two teenage boys and triathlon training to fill my time, but listening to Rome made me think I could do a podcast on the history of tanks.
I love tanks. And a big advantage I have over many who could do a podcast on tanks is that I spent seven years as a tank commander.
Those of you who like military history, please give "The History of Rome" a listen. And let me know if you would like to listen to a history of tanks. If you have trouble with commenting on the blog--it is a hassle--email me at ngussman@gmail.com or just send a message on facebook.
Sunday, June 22, 2014
Last Annual Training--Found What I was Looking For
Yesterday was the last day of my last National Guard Annual Training. By the time my unit heads for next year's two-week session of playing Army, I will be a civilian again. As I drove home from Fort Indiantown Gap, Pa., I realized that during this Annual Training, I finally found one of the things I was looking for when I re-enlisted seven years ago.
When I first enlisted back in 1972, I made some friends for life. I know that this time around, I was hoping to make those kind of friends again. In civilian life it is much harder to make real friends than it is in the Army. Companionship is the soil friendship grows in and no one with a family, a job and even one hobby has time for anything else.
During this annual training, the State Public Affairs Office on Fort Indiantown Gap let me work at a desk in their office. I even got a key to work on the weekends and at night. It was great to have internet and a real workspace--I have neither at my unit. But the best part was being in a large room for hours with other people doing the same job, facing the same difficulties, and laughing at the same misunderstandings--by civilians and by the people we work for.
It reminded me of how much fun it was to work at an ad agency because there were a dozen other writers. We could all bitch about clients, check each others work, suggest revisions and share jokes.
C.S. Lewis said that the way to find happiness in your work is to work with people you like and admire. For nearly 30 years, I have tried and mostly succeeded in working with people I really like. The days I spent at the Public Affairs Office during annual training are some of the best days I spent since re-enlisting. I am very glad that before I return to being a civilian, I got to spend several days with people who work hard and handle difficulties with skill--and with good humor.
Sunday, June 15, 2014
Dinner with the New Commander
Last night I had dinner with the new brigade commander, Col. John Kovac. It was not planned, we just happened to be the last two people in the chow hall. So we got our trays of chicken and dumplings and biscuits and talked about being old soldiers. We both joined the Army shortly after high school. I joined in 1972, he joined in 1979. We both spent three years in Germany. He arrived in 1979 just as I was leaving active duty and going home. Both of us remembered our time in Germany as some of the best years we spent in the Army.
Col. Kovac started his career as a crewman on the CH-47 Chinook helicopter. The Chinook went on active service in 1962, when I was nine years old and the colonel was two. He was commissioned later and has flown most helicopters in the Army inventory in the years since. Before taking command of the brigade, he commanded 1-104th Attack Reconnaissance Battalion which deployed to Afghanistan in 2012.
Col. Kovac started his career as a crewman on the CH-47 Chinook helicopter. The Chinook went on active service in 1962, when I was nine years old and the colonel was two. He was commissioned later and has flown most helicopters in the Army inventory in the years since. Before taking command of the brigade, he commanded 1-104th Attack Reconnaissance Battalion which deployed to Afghanistan in 2012.
Chinook Helicopter Creates a Rain Shower!!
I stood close to water drops by Blackhawks on three previous occasions. They were fun to watch, but much smaller than the Chinook drop. When the Chinook lets the water go, the spray covers thousands of square yards of ground. In this case, dropping water across the length (300 yards or so) of the Lake Marquette.
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