Veteran of four wars, four enlistments, four branches: Air Force, Army, Army Reserve, Army National Guard. I am both an AF (Air Force) veteran and as Veteran AF (As Fuck)
Saturday, May 20, 2023
Street Numbers Freeze History
Saturday, May 13, 2023
Benetton and the End of Communism and Cigarette Ads
Monday, May 8, 2023
Pissing Contest: Real and Metaphorical
Between birth and enlisting in the U.S. Air Force, I had two addresses. Both in the town of Stoneham nine miles north of Boston. The first was 48 Hancock Street. The second was 41 Oak Street. My parents lived in the house at 41 Oak Street from 1957 until my mother sold the house in the 1990s more than a decade after my Dad passed away.
My first friend in the "new" neighborhood on Oak Street was a boy named Bobby. He lived two houses away at the corner of Oak Street and Victoria Lane. We were friends, and like most boys fighting is part of friendship.
Many times in my life I have had metaphorical pissing contests with other kids, co-workers, and soldiers. But only once did I have an actual pissing contest. Soon after we moved to Oak Street, Bobby and I were playing and something went wrong. Whatever the cause, Bobby and I did not have the side-by-side competition of who can piss farthest, longest, highest.
We turned and faced each other for a battle of who could make the other smell worse. We both won, or lost, depending on how it was judged.
Although my memory of my childhood is very limited, I have some memory of Bobby and I standing next to the tall hedges that separated his yard from the Bishop's house (Mr. and Mrs. Bishop, not a church official) and emptying our bladders toward each other.
Our mothers were displeased at our need for a change of clothes. We were friends for years after, so the actual pissing contest was not fatal to our friendship. In later life, I found having a metaphorical pissing contest could end a relationship. Best to avoid both.
Thursday, May 4, 2023
Nothing Ever Dies: Re-Reading a Haunting Book About War and it's Aftermath
I am re-reading the book Nothing Ever Dies because I first enlisted during the war in Vietnam 51 years ago and this book holds a mirror to my service during that war and all the wars I served in and during over the fifty years that followed.
The notes below are thoughts from reading the first chapters.
Nothing Ever Dies: Vietnam and the Memory of War by Viet Thanh NguyenFriday, April 28, 2023
The Spark in the Machine: A fascinating book about the science behind acupuncture
I am more than halfway through reading The Spark in the Machine: How the Science of Acupuncture Explains the Mysteries of Western Medicine. A good friend is in a graduate medical program learning to be an acupuncturist. When she talked about the electrical basis of how acupuncture works, I became interested.
The book describes how acupuncture works in the spaces between organs and even cells inside the body and uses tiny charges to promote healings. Right away I found myself more interested than I expected. The beginning of the book talks a lot about fascia, the tissue that wraps around organs in the body and divides different zones of the body. Fascia is made from cartilage which also makes up bone and ligaments.
The author says cartilage is a semiconductor. It can carry a charge along its triple helix structure, but like many crystal structures, it can also generate micro charges when bent or compressed.
When DNA does its many jobs in our bodies, the signals move up and down the double helix. Charge carries information among genes. So it made sense that cartilage could carry and generate charges. Also, a crystal that can generate electricity when compressed can be moved when a charge is applied. I am looking forward to seeing how this effect works in acupuncture.
I have not yet had acupuncture, but the book is opening some fascinating views of the body and how it works.
At one point the author was talking about how tough fascia is. In my mind I went to my worst injuries from missile explosions and high-speed crashes and thought, 'Fascia kept my insides inside!'
If you are interested in acupuncture and how it works. This book is really good.
Saturday, April 22, 2023
Three Score and Ten: Second Life Begins This Year
In the first Canto of the Divine Comedy Dante Aligheri tells us he is 35 years old because he is "In the middle of life's journey." Life's journey is three score and ten years, seventy years, which I will reach and pass in ten days.
Dante never reached three score and ten. He died in 1321 in exile from his beloved Florence at the age of 56. The belief that 70 years is the lifespan of a human being is a quote from the Book of Psalms, 90:10
The days of our years are threescore years and ten; and if by reason of strength they be fourscore years, yet is their strength labour and sorrow; for it is soon cut off, and we fly away.
Seventy is a major life milestone, so it has me thinking about what I will do with the next decade.
The previous seven years have been "the best of times and the worst of times" of my life. Living has been wonderful. My family is healthy, I have been healthy except for a few smashed bones, but the major illusions of life got crushed since 2015.
It seems crazy in retrospect, but I really, really believed America was getting better. All of my life from 1964 (The Civil Rights Act) to 2015 (Gay Marriage) more people got more rights and more freedom than ever before. The Jim Crow South became illegal in 1964. By the 1970s women had many more rights, including the the right to choose their own health care options.
In 2004 George W. Bush won re-election with a dirty, Karl-Rove-run campaign against gay rights. By 2015, gay marriage was legal across America. I not only believed more people would get more rights, but I thought the racist rednecks would die out. A Black man was elected President in 2008!
But in 2016, it was clear that the gains of women, Blacks, gay people and other minorities were fragile. The rednecks I thought were going to fade away were cheering their flaccid hero at hate-filled rallies across America. The hater-in-chief promptly put neo-Nazis in the White House. Every action by Trump from then to now is to reverse freedom and end democracy. His fake Christian base loves and supports him and will give up all of their freedom for the white "Christian" nationalist nation he wants to rule as king.
Which leads me to my goals for the future.
- Preserve democracy in the US and abroad--in Ukraine and Taiwan particularly as the front lines of democracy in Europe and Asia.
- To support candidates and protesters here and abroad who want to preserve democracy and fight tyranny.
- To do what I can to keep Israel from falling into illiberal democracy or outright religious tyranny.
- To fight for women's rights and gay rights and minority rights alongside those who are attacked Republicans who want to reverse all rights--except for themselves.
- To enjoy the wonderful life I have that allows me to see friends in America and around the world and support what they are doing.
Sunday, April 16, 2023
Men and Women Under 23 are 80% of the US Military: Many Do Great Things, Some Screw Up
The news is full of the 21-year-old airman Jack Teixeira, the intelligence specialist who is behind the most recent major leak of classified information. Many of the comments I have heard question how someone so young can get access to so much classified information. As if his age was the problem.
In all of military history, young people, much younger people than Teixeira, have had enormous life and death responsibilities. As a former sergeant and leader in the Army, I believe the problem in this case was supervisory. I have friends who are leaders in hospitals, museums, and in small and corporate businesses. Anyone hiring people with access to sensitive information check the social media profiles of their prospective and current employees. Teixeira's leaders failed him; he is still guilty of treason.
In World War II, the Eight Air Force, the bomber command, lost more men than the Marines lost in the entire war in the Pacific. The men in the bombers that flew over German territory had a 50% chance of being alive at the end of 25 missions. That 50/50 chance of being alive is how the Army Air Force set 25 as the number of missions for bomber crews.
Each plane had six enlisted men and four officers. The average age of the enlisted men was 19. The four officers averaged 22 years of age, led by the pilot who was a first lieutenant or captain either side of 25 years old. Whatever age these men began their 25 missions, half of them would be killed, wounded, or captured before they had another birthday.
Each of the ten men in the crew had life-and-death responsibility for the rest of the crew and for other airmen in the planes in their squadron. Most of them were the around the same age as Teixeira when they flew. Half of them were the same age as Teixeira when they died.
The military puts great responsibility in the hands of men and women who are 21 years old. They should review security procedures, but the military has to trust young people.
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*By the time I was 21 years old, I was blinded in a missile explosion and recovering my eyesight. The next year I went to armor training and was a tank commander before my 23rd birthday.
A few months after my 23rd birthday, I was in Colorado packing to go to the East-West border in Germany with 1st Battalion-70th Armor. I read a story in the "Army Times" newspaper that said 80 percent of the Army was less than 23 years old. In 1976 I thought, 'I am older than dirt. Most of the Army is younger than me.'
Even now as I approach my 70th birthday, that day in September 1976 was the oldest I ever felt.
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